All these thoughts racing through my mind
Doubting my choices
Ruining my life

I thought I knew who I was
But I guess that cant be true
I wonder if anyone knows
The truth of being so diffrent

A wonderous girl comes to mind
Yet it plays over agian in this mind
Is this right?

No thoughts of guys
Like everyone else
Just me and myself
Wondering what the hell?

A lie
A kiss
It all exists
A broken heart
A mindless game
Its still love
But is it sane?

These choices I must make
Before time runs out
All these things
I cant explain

Does anyone get me?
Does anyone dare?
My parents would scream
I would be kicked out
Of this house

Everyone here points shame to such a thought
But it isnt some game
Its my real name
It must be true for if you only knew
This mindless game I play
Over and over in my head it lays

Noone will quite understand
The confuision I suffer from
Everyone says Im so great
So wonderful
Yet what will they say
When I speak the truth
Will they all hate my name?

A doubt I must say
If I can really portray
This confusion that will stay
I must be gay